Contradictory...

talked to him for 2 hrs? haha. e feeling wasnt bad. found myself thinking of something which i dunno if dats really wat i wanted. at e thot of dat, makes me feel like crying. i really dunno.. thou i might already have an answer, i still felt lost. aHa! and here comes e word, L.O.S.T.

some are very curious, or shld i say, they are concerned + worried. yesh. i have lotsa frens who are very true to me..
from my stupidiest and numbess animals.. e Panda PunK a.k.a bossJJ.. e piGGy taY a.k.a feipo JieJie.. e irritating HynA yeO a.k.a motorbike GorGor.. e chinese-look-like-malay BirDy LeoW a.k.a tiong GorGor.. e forever-not-with-us CoW EnG a.k.a e poor huangNA.. e feather-no-more ChiCken gwEE a.k.a derickeN...........!

to my dearest girls.. my baby, my PDA and aminah..

only one know e exact meaning. yesh u pig!

im lost. in happiness. sounds contradictory. in fact, it is.
a few interpretation can be derived.

and e correct one?
im misplaced in a situation. im blessed in another.

so, if u were me.. how would u feel? haha. contradict. yeah, i told u. (~_^)

was msn-ing with an animal. and i jus came to realise.. i hate e phrase.. "yeah, dats life.." haha. it sounds so helpless. so pathetic. hmmm...

p/s: hope i answer all ur qns.