Reflections & Resolutions

Reading back the first entry of Twenty Eleven, I realised my life was revolving only around work and birthdates that I probably wont forget for the rest of my life. Was my life really that sad or have I simply forgotten bout all the other happenings in Twenty Ten?

I've more or less decided. Just give me another three weeks to finalize that decision. Hopefully IPTO will get back to me with good news by then too!

As I was surfing facebook earlier, I felt really sad to see what the kids wrote. Bcos of the broken marriages, they are the ones suffering. How can I instill the correct values into them and have them understand the importance of kinship? I seriously hope you parents are able to better carry out your responsibility. Sad to say, but yes, all of you are indeed failures. I don't know if it will be helpful but I think I really have to start. And if only I'm capable and situation still remains, I'll do that.

On a happier note, I began to think that my-long-lost-friend is "coming back". I know that I may not have been the most understanding friend during that period of time, I probably could have done more for you.. For these, I'm really sorry to you, you and you. Nevertheless, it's something to call for celebration with you walking out of the darkness thou I knew it's never gonna be the same again. There are still alot of question marks of cos but I guess it doesn't matter anymore.

It's a brand new year, everything should start afresh. As mentioned in the previous post, I felt I'm having some kinda problem I couldn't explain. Now I guess the culprit is "Comfort Zone". I've been too slack and rotten I must admit. I stopped doing alot of things and live in a world of mine, allowing time to slip pass just like that. This is bad. Real bad.

Resolution: the act of resolving or determining upon an action or course of action, method, procedure, etc.
(Source: dictionary.com)

Resolution: a target you set at the beginning of a brand new year only to realize it will never be fulfilled at the end of it.
(Source: thebirdogdotcom)

Despite the fact that I never believe in New Year Resolution, I've a list of things which I'd told myself that I would want to start doing again. And these include, (1) finish the few books which had been lying on the little table for the longest time. (2) quit the few bad habits (ignore the details). (3) my weekly jogging routine should really start. (4) sleeping earlier and waking up earlier for work. Age is catching up and I really have to take care of my body before it's too late. (5) the major saving plan - I know this is totally redundant cos it's a mission impossible. But wells, I have to put this in for myself to feel better and consoled in the beginning of the year.

Birdog's nest seems likely to be ready by first quarter of 2012. I don't know if this should be consider a good or bad news.

First Post in Twenty Eleven..

And hopefully its not gonna be the only post. Haha. I have no idea why, as much as I still wanted to blog, I cant find the zest in doing so anymore. I guess there is very serious problem within myself which till date I have yet to figure it out. In fact, I realised I have difficulties recalling what had happened in Twenty Ten - a disastrous year to alot of my friends..

(actually I have alot to say..) Lets start this off by looking back at the whole year in a monthly manner.

January 2010.
Blank.
AMIT concert.
I betrayed the person who loves me unconditionally.

February 2010.
My first trip to Hong Kong.
We celebrated JJ and Paul's 25th at St James.
Valentine's Day falls on CNY Day 1.

March 2010.
Blank.
Something so unexpected happened which I didnt know how to handle.
We celebrated Birdy's 25th, flying kite in Woodlands.
I dont even remember if I bought him any present.

April 2010.
Bro's 30th.
And dearHyna lost my dearSamsungLove. My trueLove.
Blank.

May 2010.
Zanver's 5th.
Birdog's 4th, we went Taiwan with Mamargaret, Popo, Erge and Angie. Dage and Dasao were supposed to come too but Lovelle was already an 8 months old fetus then.
And did we celebrate xiong's 25th at Zouk - when the orange light flash?
Blank.

June 2010.
The worse month of the year.
Busy at work - 2nd instalment of SLV.
DuaBuiYi was admitted to hospital and diagnosed with some weird illness.
dearHyna met with a terrible accident.
We neglected Piggy & Dericken's birthday - something I didnt even realise until she pointed it out to me.
Lovely Lovelle was brought to world.
I heard some nasty words bout myself at work which really affected me. But it doesnt seem so bad anymore after that little act.

July 2010.
It was still a busy month I supposed.
Blank. Blank.

August 2010.
Work is never-ending and it only gets more!
I met with an accident and god bless only the car was injured. This became a topic for fatBoss everywhere he goes.
NDP & YOG ended. Everything was near to perfect. Busy but happy as I learned alot..

September 2010.
Blank.

October 2010.
We celebrated Hyna's 25th at his void deck BBQ-ing.
We had a Company chalet at Changi.
Blank.
Mamargaret's 50th.

November 2010.
Blank.
Celebrated Baby's 25th. - Did we actually celebrate Ailing's and mine?
We had a family chalet at Changi to celebrate the November's babies - XiaoYi, Angie, HUpapa and myself.
We had a Animals chalet at Pasir Ris to celebrate my 25th.

December 2010.
We created a surprise with Xiongo for Isadora at her doorstep.
We celebrated Derick & Diana's 2nd Anniversary.
We celebrated Koala's 25th at Coca Restaurant at Takashimaya. The day when some misunderstanding arises between myself and Paul. I was so upset and this was so unexpected of Paul. - Something till date I still find it unfair to myself.
We celebrated Christmas.
Jayen's 7th.
We countdown to Twenty Eleven.
We went to 13 cells.

Guess these are the list of stuffs that created some memories within me. Im pretty sure there are alot more but sadly memory is failing me.

Today. 4 Jan 2011. Birdog's 56th monniversary.

Now. 0124hrs. It's time to sleep and I shall continue the story soon. (I still have alot to say..)

Loves,
hsf