26 october 2006

26th October 2006.. nothing much.. just that some things happened to be too much of a coincidence again.. anyway, i almost die during the first three days at work.. dying of boredom!! totally nothing for me to do except reading of some files which are either too chimilolegy for me to understand due to all the abbreviations they used in their reports OR once i start to focus on reading, my eyes will shut off after like.. ten seconds? hello, im seriously deprived of my sleepness lor.. where got energy to go and read those stuffs which i will never understand when there is no one to explain to me? everyone is so busy with their own stuffs to be bothered about me.. and i was sitting there like an idiot, with nothing to do, no computer to use, and no one to talk to. except for an occasional sms from my baby and lots of rubbish being scribbled onto the papers i got.. hahaha. oh, and today i finally got my temporary-perm pass done. at least it's gonna save me all the troubles of changing for visitor's pass everyday before and after work.. it's alright, it's alright, lets hope tml that woman will be back to teach me more stuffs and let my time pass easier.. =) well, lights off~!

Selamat Hari Raya~!

haha. yeah, yesterday was my first day at SAF and i'd gotten my 11B as well.. hahaha. learnt something from Bohteck. that is..
SAF
=
Silly And Foolish
+
Slow And Frimsy
+
Serve And F***off
+
Sucky And F***up
hahaha. anyway, the first day was a total waste of my time! went to Gombak camp instead of Changi.. and for more than half the day, i'd been waiting and waiting and waiting for time to pass and to go home! after the person briefed me a lil on what im supposed to do, she asked me to wait for awhile and then went disappear~! hahaha. and guess wat? i SLEPT in the office from 1230 to 1400hr!! hahahaha. amazing right? yeah, the person told me that if im tired i can sleep for awhile! haha. and from 1400 to 1700hr, i'd been sitting at the desk scribbling rubbish onto the papers i had with me.. before i went home, i met up with the Branch Head and had a lil talk with him.. from what he said, i supposed i might get a chance to do some programming stuffs other then my normal admin stuffs~! hahaha! to be honest, im quite excited bout that cos at least what i'd studied might come in handy. =)

my 11B! haha. the face is round and weird!

hmmm.. since last thursday, i'd been doing quite alot of shoppings.. haha! retail therapy is indeed the best remedy to Women's Bad Mood~! hahaha. went shopping on friday at bugis with my baby and our ah dahs..

=bobby:susan:sufen:tiong=

went orchard on saturday and bought a pair of black pants and a blouse at Osmose~! yeah, i love their pants cos it fits me just nice~! (except for the length of cos..) haha. then had my virgin meal at Fish & Co with ah bird..

trying hard to get the background in the photos..
went to beach road on sunday to get birdy's stuffs.. and then had dinner at causeway point Crystal Jade in advanced celebration for mama's birthday~!

my parents!
then went to vanessa's party at sengkang.. haha. was kinda paise when we reached at around 2030hr cos she had already cut the cake etc.. anyway, hope she likes our present.. and now it's showing 2351hr on my laptop.. another 9minutes to her actual birthday~! hope u enjoy urself with ur dearest ah hao!! Happy 21st Birthday~!!

A fruitful shopping spree in City Square~!!

hahaha. just today alone, i wasted S$100 = RM231!! wow~! when was the last time i ever did such thing? went with the motive to shop and shop and shop.. and nothing else! hahaha. ages back..

met up with that skinny bitch at 1400hr, dilly dally a lil, and we shopped intensively for two hours in Padini alone! hahaha. it had been a long time since i last went shopping with her too. stepped out of the store with a wide smile as all our efforts of taking off and putting on our clothes one after another, again and again, went into the large shopping bags we were holding on. hahaha! that bitch bought three tops while i got four - two for work and two casual tops! and of cos i didnt forget ah bird while i was busy shopping! hahaha. saw that polo and immediately i fell in love but i hesitated for awhile. still, it went home with me at the end of the day~! haha. together with a packet of Marlboro Lights, of cos. and a burning sensation in my pocket as well.. haha. it's a pity that the fat bitch isnt around.. i miss her laughters~! =)

anyway, we went to the Coffee Bean after walking rounds and rounds in Padini. haha. bought a cup of drinks each and we sat down to chit chat talk bout life. yeah, life that doesnt just revolve around our daily stuffs anymore but things we gonna do in future? hahaha. actually i cant remember what were we discussing when a familar face came by after awhile. zh. what a coincidence. he came back after a job interview from Singapore and was waiting for his cousin. haha. was talking from Singapore to Malaysia to Melbourne to Las Vegas to Japan to Hong Kong to China and lastly, Philippines!!! hahahahaha. well, enough of my wonderful day.

Monday night, she made me felt like a lousy girlfriend.
Wednesday night, she left me speechless.
"do u ever know that, ur actions are always sweeter than ur words.." hahaha.
i realised how insensitive i can be at times.. *slapped*
sometimes i really overlook the fact that i should use a more euphemistic way to voice out my thoughts. that i should be more tactful with my words. and not to say whatever that comes to my mind instantaneously.

BUT..

is it really that hard to show her my truest self with the cold hard truth?

i know it's not easy to accept.

BUT..

why did she always choose to believe the distorted facts?

WHEN..

she had gotten my point..

WHEN..

she knew what i was trying to put across.

i NEVER meant she was just a crush.

i NEVER thought she was an emo nuisance.

i NEVER thought she was a pathetic desperado.

however she still chose to think the otherwise despite knowing everything.

ArgH!

2239

today is wednesday.. so it means it's a 4D day. pray hard that 2239 will come in first prize~! whahahahahahahahaha. then i will have car to drive for the next few months. lol. dad might even consider buying me my dream car!! lol!! but i know, it's all just a dream~! hahahahaha. yeah, but still i will pray. =X

he'll be getting rid of the poor old sunny this coming friday.. and i'd been driving it since monday.. in another words, i've two more days to enjoy the conveniece of having a car. hahaha. the car really cannot make it le. aircon spoilt, sometimes it's more like a heater. window cant wind down.. and most importantly, it's quite old le. hahaha. but still, i loves driving it. haha. cos im already so used to the clutch and everything and not forgetting my beloved dad actually spent a lil bomb to repair the car when i first got my license more than a year back.. =) that's how much he dotes on me~! hahahaha. yeah yeah, i know im blessed, in almost every aspect.. and im not asking for more cos im really satisfied. =)


hope for the best, plan for the worse..

another week passed by just like this.. basically i cant really remember what i'd been doing for the whole of last week.. guessed it's just another week of slacking plus a few outings lah.. and for the whole week Jayen had been a very good boy, but still showing occasional tantrums lah. hahaha. it had also been a week of good bonding with the lil boy. =) he's really learning to speak alot le.. or maybe all along i'd missed out what he'd learnt throughout his times in school.. haha. anyway he can be a real darling when he's behaving himself but a real pest too when he's not! hahaha. very extreme. still, he's lovable~!! and darn cute!!

on saturday, dage and i brought him to causeway point and watched movie! hahaha. the very first time i went to movie with just dage alone! too bad there wasnt any kiddy show on screen and thus we decided to watch Silk. haha. and jayen sat in the theatre to eat popcorns only. haha. not a nice show i would say. after that, brought jayen to kiddy palace to buy some toys and sweets for him.. hahaha. he's such a good brother~! cos when he want to buy something, he will get another item and then say, "this one for didi." and if he get himself two different kind of sweets, he will also choose two for his lil brother! how sweeeeet??

sunday, met up with rick, teng, hian and jj who brought along lil javier and i brought along my ah fat to Vivo City~! seriously i dunno how big the place is cos i couldnt really see the whole center. but i know it's damn crowded! and the saddest part is, we only visited a few places namely, Carls JR for our lunch.. the outdoor kids playground to entertain the two lil boys.. Toys R Us for the boys.. the outdoor place on the third level.. and!! Food Republic for our dinner. hahahahahaha. so basically the whole day, we only brought the boys out to play. hahaha. nevertheless, it was fun and of cos tiring as the boys are so hyper! and we agreed that we can only bring them out once in a few months time. lol.

Javier Pung a.k.a Yang Yang.

Jayen Aw a.k.a ah fat. he thought he's smoking.

the unfriendly Jayen refused to take a shot with the friendly Javier.

that was the best i can take.. whenever Javier move nearer to Jayen, he will move further. hahaha!

ah fat with the very entertaining hian gor-gor.. that's why i love to bring hian out~! hahaha. they love each other deeply.

guess they are enjoying as much as the boys..

hahahahahahaha.

he's so cute!!

the fatherly Punk.

the motherly Me. lol.

"im damn bored!!"

finally they held hands.. but it's going home time~!

haha. look at Jayen!

conclusion? two cute lil boys acting cute = NOT cute!

the one.

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's my girl.'”

guessed i'd already found it. =)

Jayen was playing with a ballon in the living room.. seeing him enjoying himself so much, i decided to entertain him a little. hahaha. so i helped to hit the ballon in his direction when it flew over to my side on the sofa.. haha. after a while, he hold on to the ballon, all prepared to throw it to my side and he yelled, "are u READY?!" whahahahahahahahaha! i burst out laughing. so funny lah! he'd really learn to speak quite alot.. =) and he can sing too. hahahaha. with some broken + singlish of cos~! haha.

GuGu: "come Jayen, lets take a photo~! smile~!!"


=TAKE ONE=
GuGu: "wah!! so ugly! one more time.. smile properly!"
Jayen: *chuckles*

Jayen (pointing to his face): "like this can??"

=TAKE TWO=
GuGu: "okok. one more one more.. smile~!"

=TAKE THREE=
conclusion? he can do lots of funny expressions with his lil cutie face, but still, take two was his most NATURAL smile~!! really!! trust me!! hahahaha! and yes!! he really did ask me, "like this can?!"

hyna day

it's hyna day~!! the boy of the night.. with fire sparkles as background~!

the boy trying to act excited~!

the guys without the bear and the cockroach..

SHE with the boy.

the must-have-t-shirt during our bdaeS~! creation of the Panda!

hahahaha. an almost imperfect self potrait.

all thanks to the passerby..

and they were so spontaneous that they joined in the birthday song when stupid panda requested for it~!!! hahahaha.

make a wish~ he made a wish~!

errr.. stupidness are bound to be included during these kinda gatherings~! hahahahaha.

the two big tents!

its home time!

happy childrens' day~!!

hahahahahahahahaha. retard at dhoby ghaut.

well, the boy here didnt manage to keep up to his words when i truly thot he was serious about that.. hahaha. anyway, hope he'll be able to do it soon~! and just like what he thot, i really dunno when will the animals start to think that animals are stupid. hahahaha. im so in love with them and if i can, i'll marry all of them! =) they're simply awesome~!!~

My laptop is finally back to life~!!!

hahaha. so damn happy. =) at least now i've got something to do at home. haha. but felt so sad for my pocket. =( there goes $434~! hahaha. currently still looking for sponsors for the repair cost! hahaha!

well, it'd also been a long time since i last blogged.. but right now blogger is giving me some problems thus i cant upload any photos. so i shan't go into the sentosa trip now. but in short, we bought a cake for hian, talked and joked, camped there for the night, get ourselves wet in the sea, packed up, headed to lucky plaza for lunch and to buy the PSP, then home we went. everyone were damn tired. but of cos we enjoyed ourselves too thou there wasnt as much craziness as compared to the previous trip. haha. i came back home to put my stuffs then went over to ah dah's house together with a box of mooncakes for his parents. haha. packed his stuffs and then sent him back to camp.

then, my jobless week began.. hahaha. practically i did nothing for the first two days.. haha. except for sleeping, eating, and slacking. on wednesday, i sent my bro's car to the garage for maintainence servicing.. then i went back to bugis to do some clearance stuffs. on thursday it's erjiu's death anniversary so we went over to grandma's house to pray.. and finally Joy called to tell me that the contract is ready so i arranged for a meeting the following day. hahaha. so on friday, i went down to CMPB to sign the contract.. yeah, i'd signed the contract! hahaha and im starting work on 23 October. funny i know, cos after a day of work, it's a public holiday, meaning i get to rest after working for only a day. =) hahaha.

saturday.. waited the whole afternoon for birdy to book out. he reached home only at 8+pm. he'd been busy for the whole week and we havent had alot of time to talk over the phone.. hmmm.. his new vocation didnt seems easy. haha. lotsa shits he had to clear. but good for him lah.. to train him in clearing shits. hahaha. anyway, brought my lil cousins to our usual spot every year on this festival to play.. it'd been months since i last saw all the seven + six of them. hmmm.. they are still the same, but i missed the younger them. poor jayen and zanver missed out all the fun cos one is suffering from Hand, Foot, Mouth Disease while the other one is having fever due to the growing of new tooth + the super bad weather.. luckily both are recovering already..

catched Rob-B-Hood with birdy after sending the kids home.. haha. wanted to watch World Trade Center but i guessed he's not in the state of mind to watch that kinda show. hahaha. he was so darn shagged. anyway, the show is nice~! and by looking at the super cute baby, i've thots of giving birth almost immediately!! whahahahahaha!

we woke up late on sunday and had our dinner at Pizza Hut~! omg~! i'd been craving for pizzas since dunno how many weeks back! hahaha. yummy! after we bought the stuffs he needed, we went back home. throughout the whole day, the topic was, whether to let his brother go on a genting trip with his friends. hahahaha. after the whole thing, i finally understand the difficulties of being an older sibling~! hahaha. personally im the youngest in my family and this is the first time im faced with this kinda problems! even his mother was asking me, if i think it's ok for him to go. hahaha. quite alot of things to consider lah. i must really admit, im surprised by what xiang said.. haha. anyway, i think that she should be grateful that both her sons are really sensible. =)

ohwell, that's about all for the first week being jobless~! hahaha. basically im enjoying myself lah!