tis morning before jayen left for school, he told my sis-in-law.. "i wan to byebye ahma~!" (meaning he wan to say byebye to his grandma lah..) den before i actually said, "Byebye, Jayen~!" he was already saying, "i dun wan byebye GuGu!" whahahahahahahahahaha! wat else can i say?!?! hahaha.

boss rejected my resignation letter. =(
he asked wats my main concern.. e reason why i wanted to leave.. and i told him frankly, it's e pay. haha. he asked wats my expected pay and i told him around 1.5k! den he asked again.. "wat if im able to request from HR for a pay increment to around that amount? will u still stay?" i went speechless. -_-" hai.

i really like working here. e ppl and boss everyone is nice. it's like we work as a whole family.. thou internally there are still some conflicts between each other.. alot are just pure misunderstanding due to poor communication skills. i understand alot more things after being e translator for e two chinaman working here and boss. oh yeah, he's a malay guy with a good sense of humour and he's really nice. i almost tear just now at e thot of leaving them.. to be honest, in e beginning when i agreed to work is also bcos of him. e kinda.. i dunno how to say.. but after e interview, i know i dun mind working for him. hahaha. it's just like when u really meet e one guy u love, u just know he is e one! hahaha.
p/s: just like how miss piggy is feeling rite now~! =p

alrite, i'd took e letter back from him.. meaning to him i'll reconsider.. but for ppl who knows me shld know dat i can be quite stubborn at times lah. hahaha! once i'd made up my mind, it will be hard to change it. =) so i guess.. i'll just print another letter and give it to him. haha. but i dunno when. since navy have yet to ask me down for e camp orientation and from wat i know, joy have yet to receive e medical report from e medical center. i shall just wait.

forgiving oneself is even harder den forgiving others..

baby is complaining dat i have not been blogging.. hahaha! where got time?! im not like u lor so free at work! hahaha.
ok, just let me update on my lil darling.. hahaha! monday morning, i woke up and went to bath as usual.. when i finished bathing, i heard Brenda saying to Jayen..
"there.. GuGu is here.."
den when i stepped into e living room, he walked out from my room with a blur, just woke up look.. and he goes..
"GuGu.. ur phone RING RING RING!"
and repeated a few times! omG!!! so funny can?!?! whahahahahahah!!! i almost burst out laughing. he was in such a good mood lor!! well, he had been very naughty for e past one or two weeks.. but tis few days he really did behave himself. hope dat can last. =)

hahaha! tis is funny! a colleague actually commented: "u very skinny huh? like those SUPER model!" oh man!! super model got tis kinda height one ar??!! whahahahaha!! she make me burst out laughing!!!

8m 51s -- latest record of birdy's 2.4km run~! hahaha! he actually broke e record of his whole company!! amazing. hahaha!

and!!! i just found out something from Missy Cow.. something super fishy!!! and something really weird~!!! Miss Piggy.. i tink we need some confirmation from u ya??!! hmmmmmmmmmmm...............

my life as an DXO

interview on monday was a nightmare. Haha! EIGHT interviewers to ONE applicant! nevertheless, i passed e interview with flying colors! Haha. Out of six units, three selected me thus im given a choice.. BUT! All three is in Changi! Hahaha! is tis good or bad news? Can someone pls enlighten me?! Anyway, they will arrange for me to go down personally to e unit to take a look and decide which unit im more comfortable in..

Yeah so wat its just an DXO with minimum prospect? As long as it's able to provide me with wat im expecting now, dat will be good enuff. Haha. I know it's real silly to go all e way to changi and e inconvenience will kill me. But i believe i'll be able to endure for e contractual two years.. (of cos dat doesnt mean there wont be grumbles~!) haha!

Frankly speaking, rite now im so contented with wat i have, it makes me lazy to re consider wat i really wan to do. =x therefore, i dun even wan to go job hunting again.. Jus wan to grab wateva is available rite in front for me! Moreover, i haven enjoy myself enuff! I still wanna play hard! But at least like i promised myself, i found a DECENT and JUSTIFIABLE job before i turns 21! wats important is dat, it's stable and im still young when e contract is due! Hahah.

And also, i had my future lay out for e next five years already. =) ok, thou i wont know where exactly i'll be five years later.. i know dat i'll spend e next two as an DXO, using tis period of time to tink of wat i really wans.. I'll clear my cpf debts asap and hopefully i can be discipline enuff to save up for my degree! Haha. God bless i wont spend e three-bonus-per-year on holidays, holidays and more holidays! Wahaha! By den, it will really be time to sit down and make a decision.. Haha.

To pursue my studies or to step into e working society completely?

Life is so unpredictable. .
Expect e least out of e unexpectable and u'll be happier. .
Accept e facts of e unacceptable, and life will be easier. .
=)

Please please please allow me to do some shouting and cursing here!! FUCKING HELL!! Im freaking pissed by dage lor!! Fuck. So wat u bought me a pair of earring from Swarovski?? Wat if i cant retrieve all my data in MY laptop?! Had been awaiting for e return of MY laptop and now u're finally back and he's spoilt! Wat e hell? My photos u know! And yet u can appear nonchalant bout it! I know u didnt wan it to happen too but is it fair to me or not?! At least if u seems a lil apologetic i wont feel so angry. But instead of saying sorry, u asked me to get out of ur room when i was asking bout MY laptop's whereabouts! Yeah so i cant do anything bout it and have to wait till u're willing to bring back MY laptop from dunno where! Shit hole. Well, and i kinda admire myself for not flaring up on u or say any awful thing to u! Argh! Still, i've to thanks for e earrings. Its pretty. =)

my poor laptop... =(

Results? i am e loser~!!! bubble tea will be on me when i come back to work on tuesday~!! whahahahahahahahaha! oh and yesterday i actually saw a lady holding tis on e train..



seems like it can really make a good 21st birthday present~! oh pls, not from KL or Bangkok k? Holiday Plaza will be betta ya? =)

My mind is set. =)

I will leave tis company on 10 September~! gonna tender my resignation on 25 August.. hahaha~! alot of them were asking, why dun u wait till u find another job before quitting e current one? i dun like dat idea. besides, i dun have time to sit down to search for one. haha. not giving myself excuses to procrastinate but i really have not enuff time~! i would rather free myself from tis company and all e job load (not as if i have alot~! whaha.) and den really settle down to find a decent and well paid job. at least something which is more justified for e amount of time and energy i put into. hahaha. initially planned to leave at e end of e month so dat i can accompany birdy during his ten days block leave.. and at e same time give myself a short "holiday" before continuing with my life. but den.. due to some "colleague and colleague" conflicts, i'd decided to stay till 10th. at least tis way, both W and Y can get wat they wan rite? hahaha. sorry boy, i have to sacrifice u~!

was awoken by a phone call on my first off day, thursday. was thrilled instead of pissed~! hahaha. e other party was a lady name Joy, from e Army Career Center! hahaha. she asked if i was still interested in e application for e DXO post and of cos i am~! oh btw, DXO = Defence eXecutive Officer. thus, an interview was arranged for me on 21st August, 1330hr. well, didnt expect to have e chance to go for e interview cos was told dat they had stop employing ppl at e moment and might last for a yr or two.. anyway, wish me luck for e interview k?! i certainly hope i can get tis job! =)

westmall Ka-Fei-Dou with e bitches on friday~! haha! Coffee Bean! juicy gossips shared between each other. hahaha. had been a long long time since e three of us sat down to chat. hmmm.. cant really recall wat was being discussed on dat day but nevertheless, it was pleasant and i truly hope for more of such sessions. and of cos preferably with lesser conflicts with regards to e time and venue yeah? hahaa.

back to work on sat.. heard alot bout W from Y.. hahah. tis is working life~! but seriously, i too find dat W is too much.. her attitude really cannot make it lah. good thing is, i still can take it lah. hahaha. anyway everything goes smoothly at work and met up with birdy at causeway to catch My Super Ex-Girlfriend. hmmm.. shld have watch e Break Up instead. haha. wasted our money. =x watch or not, depends on urself~!

bought a power ranger bag for jayen and gave it to him tis morning. e moment i asked,
me: "wat must u say?"
jayen: "thank u, GuGu!"
awWww! sweetie! and den he was playing with e bag himself.. and guess wat? he hid e bag behind him and said, "i dun have power ranger bag~!" and a while later, he took it out and said, "i have power ranger bag~!!" darn cute can??!!??!! whahahahaha. silly him. and he was in so good mood dat when birdy went up to leave my stuffs, he greeted "Gor-Gor" automatically! haha. tink he's so looking forward to school tml so dat he can "show off" his new bag~! hahahaha!

Baby and Bobby came to have lunch with me just now.. err.. is looked at me have lunch, to be exact. hahaha. and aide just dropped by to visit me for awhile and return me my neoprints.. as well as get those neoprints from me to scan! hahaha. poor girl~!! and now im in e office playing mahjong online with my colleagues~!! hahah. bubble tea treat on e loser! LOL. e whole group of ppl working here are all bubble tea freak~!!

Happy Yesterday.

Haha. Woke up to e greeting from my lil darling. He came in to e room and whispered, "Gu-Gu.." haha! Opened my eyes once i heard dat and saw him holding on to a bucket of those "sand digging toy"! Asked him where is he going and his reply was, "im going to Sen-toe-Sa!" wahaha! So cute can!? Wat a great start off for e day.. Reached work a lil late and started busying. Msn thruout e whole afternoon with Shipin till she knocked off. Haha. First time in history. Laughed alot at work with Yantee who's really a joker. Busy but enjoyable. Haha. There was companion on e way home.. Jiajun and James. Haha. Discussing bout another Genting trip in early september. Finally understand why are we in a clique. Cos we're one of a kind! Haha. Damn freaking broke yet so eager to go on holidays even thou is just a short getaway to somewhere we'd been to umpteen times! Hahaha!He suggested Sunway Lagoon but e hotel not as cheap as Genting leh.. RM50 for three days two nights with breakfast for two mornings and magic show tix leh! Isn't dat SOOOO affordable?! Haha!

Yeah and e beautiful nite ended with a surprise call from birdy who's still in tekong~! Thou e whole conversation lasted less den two minutes and we each said less den five sentences, it's more den enuff to keep my lips curving upwards while i slp! Haha. i misses him. =)

Chanced upon a so-call-fren's frenster and realised he's back with his ex girlfriend.. Haha. A guy from e same poly but first met him in Chinablack with a funny experience. Haha. Both were seeing someone else after they first broke up and now, they're back together. Just some thots.. Wondering how can two person broke up and hated each other to e core, declared their love for someone else and den get back to each other again? Well, perhaps dats something which had never happen on me and therefore i cant anticipate wat it's gonna be like. Haha. Cos i never believe in patching up after a break up. Haha. Anyway, dat girl is god damn rich lor! Used to drive a Volkswagen to school and now she's driving a BMW Convertible! Wat e hell. I just wan an Honda Jazz is dat really so difficult? Duh.

Another fren's blog mentioned bout her boyfriend slapping her. FCUK! Dats something i'll NEVER accept of, from a guy, especially a boyfriend or husband! Ask birdy to try dat on me and results will be proven in less den a minute. 100% guaranteed! Haha! So wat if ppl say love is blind or wateva shit? I'll not hesitate to give dat guy a big tight slap or even a flying kick in his most sensitive area! Haha! I trust myself to be rational enuff to leave him den. Anyway, just some thots lah huh..


p/s: another sixteen days to his Pass Out Parade..

shipin's declaration

aide, u might find tis interesting too~! hahaha. =)

詩ぴん- -=* [ 夢想罐頭是沒有保存期限的﹐只在於你要不要打開它。 ] *=- says:
but anyway
詩ぴん- -=* [ 夢想罐頭是沒有保存期限的﹐只在於你要不要打開它。 ] *=- says:
i want to meet bob more compared to sherman!!!
詩ぴん- -=* [ 夢想罐頭是沒有保存期限的﹐只在於你要不要打開它。 ] *=- says:
surprisE???
h.s.f says:
yesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
h.s.f says:
super surprising!!!!!!!!
h.s.f says:
i must definitely blog tis down!!! wahahahahahaha
詩ぴん- -=* [ 夢想罐頭是沒有保存期限的﹐只在於你要不要打開它。 ] *=- says:
yeah!!
詩ぴん- -=* [ 夢想罐頭是沒有保存期限的﹐只在於你要不要打開它。 ] *=- says:
i love bobby!!!
h.s.f says:
wow.
h.s.f says:
good.
h.s.f says:
for u and for him.
h.s.f says:
but wat happened actually make u like suddenly love him sooooooooo much? hahaha
詩ぴん- -=* [ 夢想罐頭是沒有保存期限的﹐只在於你要不要打開它。 ] *=- says:
hmmm. duno lehx..
詩ぴん- -=* [ 夢想罐頭是沒有保存期限的﹐只在於你要不要打開它。 ] *=- says:
tt time still quarrel bcoz of sherman..
詩ぴん- -=* [ 夢想罐頭是沒有保存期限的﹐只在於你要不要打開它。 ] *=- says:
after the hongkong 10days trip ba
詩ぴん- -=* [ 夢想罐頭是沒有保存期限的﹐只在於你要不要打開它。 ] *=- says:
seriously need him so much

Bob, really ought to congrats u~!!! hahaha. u managed to tame down tis lady here. haha. amazing.

e pig's talk

took e nite rider homeafter a cofy session with miss piggy at Spinelli. everything was great, but as usual, jus a lil more den a lil tired. haha. almost fell sick e nite before last. head was cracking and when i reached home i fell asleep almost immediately while waiting for birdy's call. didnt even have e strength to bath nor remove my makeup. woke up a few times and finally at 1am, gathered enuff strength to pull myself outta e bed to wash up and change outta my clothes. yeah i didnt bath. hahaha.

last nite e pig and e dog talked alot.. both learnt and gained something out of each other.. wahahahaha~! e main topic of e nite was: Platonic Friendship between the Opposite Sexes, is it possible? hahaha. well, she'd proven it impossible to me. i've doubts too but still, im sure dat no such nonsense will ever come in between me and birdy - at least for me. haha. too early to say dat? too over-confident of myself? yeah, dats just me. i finally came to realise i'd really made e rite choice back den.. e path of life im going thru now.. im contented enuff and im so glad. =) thou i cant anticipate wat e near future will be like, i know exactly tis is wat i want.

reached home at 0430hr, went to where i was told to, found a fifty dollar note, from my big darling. haha. he's such a sweetie~! knowing dat im freaking broke, worried dat i dun have enuff to spend. hahaha. yeah. starting from tonight, he'll be out in e jungle for four nites. well, good luck to him~!

aAAaRrRrGGgGgHHhHh~! e air con here is freezing cold! and im sitting at e COldSY bay. hahaha. but today is so comfortable cos im in my fav pair of black shorts, or bermuda u call it, and my birks~! haha. and now i shall enjoy my Honey Green Tea to soothe my throat! crazy? yesh i am! hahaha. i'd been working here for like... 25 days? and i tink i'd been visiting Sweet Talk for like... 20 days? whahahahahah! yeah scold me a freak! but i tink im kinda freaked out by e Pearl Milk Tea already.. but totally mesmerized by their Coffee Oreo with Pearl~! hahaha~!


=pig & dog=

=my blackie botak=


p/s: to tender or not to?

i shldnt have..

perhaps i really shouldn't had went in to check..
now im left with a total mystery..
19 July 2006..
wednesday..
52..
couple lab..
haha.

I drove to work today!

haha. e jam along CTE + a wrong turn causes me to be late. hahaha. my uncle went to msia and left his car with me but sadly, e car came at e wrong time. hahaha. it will be betta make use of if it was two days back, 9 aug - my first off day. haha. anyway, wanted to visit aide who had just discharged from e hospital but she was going out. changed of plans, thus not meeting my baby and went to Bugis to have lunch with birdy's ex-colleague, my current colleague. hahaha. took neoprints with her and it was e first time in her 28 years of life~! hahaha. went to pray at e temple and den head down to beach road - e army boys hangout. wahahahah~! didnt have e time to catch a movie cos intended to stay at home633 to spend time with his mum since she hardly have an off day. lovingly, papa leow and mama leow enjoyed themselves with their KTV session at home! how sweet~! hmm.. back to home659 for late nite supper. haha.

10 aug - woke up, went to settle e bills at NUH.. den to CMPB. application wasn't very smooth and e chances seems bloody low. kinda affected but cant do anything bout dat either. went back to causeway point to get some barang and cure his cravings for Long John Silver. haha. uncle passed me his car and we went to 888 as birdy needs a hair cut. haha den home633 we went. packed his stuffs and had dinner. first time tasted ahma leow's cooking. hahaha. but was too full to enjoy e food. took a lil nap and it's time to send birdy back. haha. basically e whole day we were travelling here and there. -_-" sickening.

somehow, i felt dat on my off days i usually felt more tired den when im working. i dunno why. thou im jus sitting down doing some retard stuffs, e hours are still very long. and i guessed dat prolly my body just knew dat it's off day and thus it just go into hibernation mode. hahaha. most of my off days are devoted to birdy and it just seems so good dat my next two off days will be solely for myself. haha. but e sad thing is.. i have to work for another six days straight before i get to off for two consecutive days. -_-" sian. and rite now my head is almost going to burst!! freaking headache causes me to be so restless to work and dats why im blogging away since boss is not around too. haha. AaaARrrRGgggGHHhhHh~!!!

oh yeah.. here's a lil sweet conversation which keeps me feeling happy..

me: we shall go overseas at e end of e year.. im too broke to go during ur block leave.. so we shall just make do with e chalet with my poly girls.. =(
birdy: at e end of e year, i'll be even broke!
me: why? (seriously have no idea at all.)
birdy: hmm.. end of e year dunno whose birthday is coming lor..

*puzzled* and den it suddenly hit me~! hahaha! he was actually refering to my birthday!! hahahah.

Im so PROUD of Birdy~!!

haha. he took an IPPT yesterday and guess wat? he was e only fellow in his platoon who gets a GOLD!! hahaha. in fact it wasnt any big news dat he'd gotten it cos all e sergeants had seen it coming. all of them have so much faith in him. haha. he managed to finish his 2.4km run in just 9m 07s, e fastest in his platoon! well, he's a born runner wat~! hahaha. and just last week, they went thru a SOC test. i dunno wat e hell is dat.. but they have to run with their "smart four", carry all e barang barang with them, and cross all e different hurdles and obstacles. haha. e targeted timing is to finish e whole course within 10m 30s and for those who manage to do it will not have to take tis test again for e rest of their BMT period. hahaha. well, of cos Birdy managed to skip those test for e following few weeks cos he cleared everything in just 9m 07s!! hahahah. yeah same timing as his 2.4km run. thus, he asked me to help him buy 4D. 0907! -_-"

alrite, lunch hour is over, time to get back to work. bye~! but before i end.. aide, pls take good care of ur own self.. u are really weak! but u cant die now k! i no money give white gold ar!!! (-_~)"

p/s: ladies, how bout chalet instead of just BBQing?

Click

-_- zzZzZZZZz. off for a day and here i am, back to work on a Sunday. dragged myself outta my bed. but never did i regret going to KBox last nite. really enjoyed, just a lil too tired. slept late e previous nite and woke up early [not SO early too..]
---> pick up e watch for birdy at Orchard from tis girl i'd only seen once for less den a minute.
---> did a lil lil window shopping cos i realised i havent shop in orchard for a long time! haha.
---> back to Sembawang to settle e bike's installment. gotta pay an extra of 27 bucks due to e late payment! sian.
---> back to birdy's hse.
everything was almost according to plan. just dat i woke up a lil later [not SO late too..] and have to go to Orchard first instead of Sembawang. and reached birdy's hse a lil later den him. hahaha.

watched Click with my bossHyna. supposed to be my treat but being such a magnanimous and thotful boss, he decided to pay for e tix. anyway, e show was nice~! yeah!! all along i thot dat e show is nothing but a comedy. however, it's a lil more den dat and i actually teared in e theatre! *suRpRisE SUrPrISe!~!* in between laughters were some heart-warming scenes. at e end of e show it taught one to truly appreciate and embrace their life. enjoy every single moment, irregardless of good or bad. else, it'll be too late to regret. =) watch it for urself! highly recommended by ME! it's definitely worth e money. oh and not forgetting e female lead, Kate Beckinsale! she's such a beauty!

next show on e list: My Super EX-Girlfriend!

good news for myself! off days changed to wednesday and thursday. birdy booking out on tuesday nite and only have to book in on thursday! hahaha. so i'll have both my off days for him! *grins* but i might be meeting my dear ladies and bitches.. OMG! where got enuff time!! hahaha. anyway shall see how lah huh. im busy to blog now..

p/s: too busy playing Scrabble at work!!

piglove is in e air

Wednesday, after work. wanted to surprise my dear fren by poping out at her work place and accompany her to take train back to jurong east.. Dunno wat exactly she's facing den but i know she's in a state whereby she needs her frens to be there and i knew im e one.

cos i ended work late, so i'd got no choice but to let her know dat im on e way to pasir ris.. Haha. Ended up, she called and said she's going home with someone else.. Thus i gotta alight at e next stop and take e train back.. At dat point of time, i almost wanted to take e train to Paya Lebar. But i didnt. Wat good will it do to me if i really see him? And how will he react if he sees me rite in front of him? I dunno. But im sure it wouldn't be nice for either of us.. Therefore i alighted at Kallang and took e next train back. Guess i just dun have e courage. While waiting for e train, my mood suddenly made a 360 degree turn. When e train arrived, i glanced thru e green cabins. And by e time im seated in e train, my stomach was churning.

Birdy didnt manage to salvage e situation when he finally called. Instead, he worsen it. I asked him wat will he do if i really go to Paya Lebar? His reply was, "even if u really go, i also cant do anything." of cos i know dat! And would u really tink dats wat im expecting to hear? Anyway i repeated e question and he replied, "i'll not feel good." dat wasn't wat i wanted to hear either. Haha. Guys will tink, why is it girls always like to ask those "wat if" questions.. It's too taxing for them to answer. Haha. But for me, sometimes i jus need him to say something which will make me happy even thou if it's jus some kinda consolence or white lie. Cos humans are born with e talent to deceive themselves despite knowing e facts.. hahaha.

Frankly speaking, i dun tink he understand me at all. At least he dun, when it comes to tis kinda situation. He never know when to say e rite thing to make me feel betta. I know dats him and i dun expect him to change cos i always believe in loving a person for who he/she is. But i seriously hope he can do something to prove to me dat i meant something to him. It's not dat i dun trust him. I really do. I know he truly loves me. But sometimes wat i need is a lil more assurance from him apart from his daily calls, and saying he loves me or misses me. Especially when im experiencing those kinda "mood swings". Tis problem occurs when e guilt manage to find its way to creep into me and stings me hard!

i know exactly why im feeling insecure too. And dats bcos i know a lil too much of his past. I have to admit, knowing e past stories of him and his ex girlfriends will never help me understand him more. (not as if i ever tink dat way..) but everything just happened and i just happened to learn of those stories.. (im not blaming anyone for dat.. Dats just wat i thot..)

Anyway, i tink i really dunno how to get angry with him. Haha. e moment i hung up e phone with him, i sent him an apologetic msg. He promised he'll try to quit smoking for me and he wanted us to get rid of e guilt in me, together. But i know its too hard. Almost impossible. For him to quit smoking and for me to feel guiltless. Cos i'd already grew to believe dat no one will be able to make me feel any less guilty except for dat one person.. And dats e reason why i chose to keep all these to myself. Cos everyone out there will be asking me to do something which i know i'll never be able to get it done. So wats e point?

When i was walking home dat nite.. I suddenly had e urge to sit down somewhere alone to blog. But too bad i dun have my laptop with me.. And i was sad dat i dun have my bro's car either. If not, i would definitely have gone out for a spin! I ended up lying on e slide of e playground at my void deck for more den an hour, keying everything into my phone! Haha. Very stupid of me, i know. But it was e only way i can thot of.. I began to love blogging. Putting my thots into words and reading them over and over again.. It kinda helps me feel betta. Dat was really e first time i ever did dat, sitting down alone, in e middle of nowhere.. And at e end of e nite, i start to wonder, is dat feeling only guilt or a lil more den dat?

Haha! Im jus so good at side tracking. Back to where i was initially.. My fren.. I received her msg and immediately i knew she was happier.. Boy, i was rite! Haha. Girl, lets not be threatened by those gossip mongers k! They are just a buncha evil bitches and jerks. Animals will always be there to laugh AND cry! =)

Thursday, off day. Sent ah fat to school and rotted at home for e whole day. e scorching sun makes me lazy to go settle birdy's bike installment. Fetched ah fat after sch with lil zan.. wanted to surprise feipo jiejie.. But to my disappointment, he says, "no! I dun wan to go!", when i asked whether he wans to go gaigai with gugu and find feipo jiejie. -_-" but he's still cute lah! e way he rejected me! Hahaha!

met up with piggy for a lil while to pass her something.. and everything is so so fine.. hahahaha. luckily both of us still managed to hop onto e last train home. haha. and all thanks to Mr George, i dun have to walk home alone in e middle of e nite. hahaha. we went for supper at 888. and it's until den i realised how long i haven been out for supper! hahaha. but dat doesnt means i dun eat supper at home lah. haha normally i go home after work i still eat e leftovers. and my dearest Mr George actually commented dat i'd grown fatter!! hahaha. well, dats true lah.. cos now e weighing machine at admiralty show 43 when i stood on it! anyway, his bike is really comfortable and quiet. hahaha as compared to birdy's which always causes noise pollution when he starts his bike. hahah.

Friday, back to work. SUPER BLUR~! made hell lots of silly mistakes! hahahaha. reason being.. "yestd off day, tml off day, today also off mood~!" hahaha. laughing it off with my colleague. hahaha. and she named me Blur Queen~!! however, i seriously tink something is blocking my eyes~! cos a lot of times when e phones are just in front of me and yet i cant see anything!! omg~! and Boss says one more time and he's gonna name me "Pak Jiao Sufen"!!! wahahha. anyway, later piggy is coming for dinner with me~! pig LOVE is in the AIR~!~! wahahahahahahaha.

now he smiles jus like his brother except not uglier den him!

TmL tml tMl TML..!~!~!