tis morning before jayen left for school, he told my sis-in-law.. "i wan to byebye ahma~!" (meaning he wan to say byebye to his grandma lah..) den before i actually said, "Byebye, Jayen~!" he was already saying, "i dun wan byebye GuGu!" whahahahahahahahahaha! wat else can i say?!?! hahaha.

boss rejected my resignation letter. =(
he asked wats my main concern.. e reason why i wanted to leave.. and i told him frankly, it's e pay. haha. he asked wats my expected pay and i told him around 1.5k! den he asked again.. "wat if im able to request from HR for a pay increment to around that amount? will u still stay?" i went speechless. -_-" hai.

i really like working here. e ppl and boss everyone is nice. it's like we work as a whole family.. thou internally there are still some conflicts between each other.. alot are just pure misunderstanding due to poor communication skills. i understand alot more things after being e translator for e two chinaman working here and boss. oh yeah, he's a malay guy with a good sense of humour and he's really nice. i almost tear just now at e thot of leaving them.. to be honest, in e beginning when i agreed to work is also bcos of him. e kinda.. i dunno how to say.. but after e interview, i know i dun mind working for him. hahaha. it's just like when u really meet e one guy u love, u just know he is e one! hahaha.
p/s: just like how miss piggy is feeling rite now~! =p

alrite, i'd took e letter back from him.. meaning to him i'll reconsider.. but for ppl who knows me shld know dat i can be quite stubborn at times lah. hahaha! once i'd made up my mind, it will be hard to change it. =) so i guess.. i'll just print another letter and give it to him. haha. but i dunno when. since navy have yet to ask me down for e camp orientation and from wat i know, joy have yet to receive e medical report from e medical center. i shall just wait.

forgiving oneself is even harder den forgiving others..