it's the DOGGIE's day~! it's MY 21st BIRTHDAY~!!!

The long awaited weekend came and left.. it began with lotsa excitement and anticipation while preparing and arranging for the party and informing all my frens.. slowly it all turns into sian-ness when erge and closest frens told me they couldnt make it cos of this and that reason..

anyway, the saturday morning finally came.. birdy called after he reached home and we went for our macfast.. while i was msning and manicuring, he was slping! after everything was done, we headed to causeway point to take neoprints! hahahaha. (not forgetting my first Supplimentary Credit Card was delivered to my hse on the day of the party as well~!)

the party started off slowly after i picked up my dearest ladies from the mrt station and they helped me carry the drinks.. really oughta thank them and show my appreciation for all their thoughtful lil acts.. from their bringing me to choose my presents, to their effort of fulfilling my wishes (esp aide..), to the decorations along the corridor, to the specially made cookies, and finally, the exposures of all the lil lil surprises!! hahahahaha! everything will definitely not be the same without u girls.. (^_~)

my kids arrived shortly after the decorations had been put up.. receiving their lil gifts and handmade cards are so heart warming.. all the frens and relatives arrived but the animals were still nowhere to be seen.. hmmm.. the pig msged and said she wasnt coming cos she still had alot to cover for her exams. but that was just a prank. hahahah. Leow parents arrival was a lil weird.. cos i dunno how to intro them to my parents! haha. should i say Kelvin's parents? Zhizhong's parents? or tiong's parents??!! hahaha. lastly, my beloved biaojie and biaojiefu came with a BIG bouquet of 21 purple roses and a BIG piglet ballon! the BIGGEST and sweetest surprise i had~!

due to birdy's book in at 2200, i gotta cut the cake slightly before 2100.. when i finally gathered the kids around to take a photo with me, another not so surprising surprise came~! the bitch who was supposed to be in camp dashed into the house! hahahaha. i gave him a happy slap immediately when i saw him~! haha. followed on was lotsa photo taking session which took up too much time as i expect it would have.. thus birdy actually called up his sergeant and requested for a later book in time. given his good performance in camp, his sergeant granted him additional two hours to spend with this special someone. =)

everyone left swiftly leaving the animals behind deciding where to keep the party going on.. panda suggested DBL O and everyone obliged. sent the bird back to camp and that was the second time i sped at 140km/hr!! as usual, he was running late. haha. the night was great but an absolute disaster too~! hahaha.



6 tequila shots
=
minor hangover
+
major rashes-ness.

yeah, just six shots and the panda gotta carry me down the stairs while the hyna had to piggy back me home~! OmG. im seriously a lousy drinker. afterall, i dun drink ya?! hahaha. well well.. u guys must had been waiting for this post since dunno how many weeks back! hahaha! long enough isnt it? alrite, it's photo time~!!!




~the Birthday Girl!~

the ladies presenting the new DKNY, hoping to replace the old one.. (but of cos it will never be able to! =P)

my dearest biaojie.. (notice the decorations behind? all thanks to the ladies..)

=my hyper-active + notorious kids who never fail to give me trouble even on my bdae=

=the respectable=

=the important men=

=the ppl who walked thru thicks and thins=

=the love story=

=my beautiful birthday=

soon turn into a disaster!!!

=the bitches=

=the thotful ladies=

my LiL darling kissing me Happy Birthday~!

HE's da MAN!!!

they love me...

just like how they do...

=his one and only=

=first dblO=

=the presents from my loved ones=

and proudly present to you...

THE POSTER BOY~!!!

one month with saf

it's been a long long time since i last sat down and really blog. firstly, today (23 Nov) is my first month anniversary in SAF and work is still fine~! yeah. fine as in, i haven get my own account and for the passed few weeks i'd been pathetically roaming around the office like a pest stealing ppl's pc to use when there's work i need to do. haha. fine as in, the distance to and fro work, thou long, has yet to scare me off. hahaha. i admit i do dread waking up so damn early in the morning when the sun hasnt even rise and squeezing with so many people in the train.. but the reason behind all these is because i simply hate working!! =X

i did something kinda silly today.. haha. i went to this place and "peeped" at this person. someone who is still kinda important to me. anyway, everything didnt go as smoothly as i thot it will be.. well, everything is over, so lets forget it~! at least i fulfil part of my bdae wish.. haha! im a greedy person~! initailly, i've only got one wish.. den it became two cos my bestest fren cant be there for my party. but now, i've got three! cos my boyfriend has to book in to camp on the night of my party!! and there goes my countdown ktv session with him and the animals!!!

when he first told me, i thot that was just part of his plan to make me sian and surprise me later on. but today he finally convinced me that, it's no lie. im super sad. i know 21st bdae is no big deal~! but why issit it has to be this week? he'd been there with me for my fren's bdae for the past two weekends consecutively and when it comes to mine? he get to book out one day later than usual and one night earlier. darn. our timing is always so wrong. can you enlighten me pls? argh!!!

alrite. im not gonna continue being an annoying pessimist~! on the bright side, at least he still can be around in the evening when the party is on. it's far more betta than totally not able to come like jj. haha. =)


=111106: belated surprise for Ms Susan Zheng Shipin a.k.a my Baby=

=181106: countdown to Ms Ng Ailing a.k.a aide's bdae=

=181106: the ladies=

=181106: the usual seven=

=the ladies @ furama riverfront hotel=

=the bdae girl slping. -_-""=

=191106: the bird and the dog=

im happily planning for my birthday party.. and just when i thot everything is gonna run smoothly.. and im already so damn looking forward to that day..

- dasao says her off day had been cancelled due to the damn busy christmas season..

then comes...

- erge has a wedding dinner to attend..

and finally today i received a call from my BESTEST-best-fren-forever, the BIATCH PUNK JIAJUN, who said he might have CONFINEMENT on that weekend!!! argh!!! why must everything happen on that weekend!!!


!@#$%^&*()_{}:"<>?

ur presence is my bdae wish..

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY~!!!

she loves him. =)
well, i wasted my beauty sleep for two nights on this picture! hahaha. ok lah it doesnt seems difficult but definitely not as easy as u thought! hahaha. hmmm.. just wondering how it will turn out to be like after i developed it.. doesnt matter anyway.

work still quite boring.. hoping for my account to be up and i can do everything by myself.. however, on the other hand im trying hard to slack as much as possible~! hahaha. life is forever contradicting to me. i must really say.. my life is quite miserable there. hahaha. cos other than those NSFs.. my colleagues are.. not-all-but-most, a lil too much older than me! hahahaha. ok lah age is not a problem, but somehow we dun have any common topics to talk about lah.. chatted with one of the guy just now and i realised the pleasure of talking to people of my age! hahaha. the way we joked bout how we should address them as WOMEN instead of GIRLS.. and somebody's name Chang Mou (long hair!!).. i know it's rude but.. haha. please pardon me~! then, we agreed that out of all the people in the office, only 25% of the people are found to be normal while the rest of the 75% are proven ABNORMAL~!!! LoL. finally i found some companion at work.. and they are none other than the few NSFs! hahaha. one year will be over in the blink of an eye.. i hope. right now, i shall try to find more fun at work~!

oh, and to add on.. dage lost his wallet few days back.. felt so heart pain for the wallet. not cos it's an LV but cos the wallet was a gift from dasao just less than three months back~! omg. but just today, he received a letter from the police post! some kind soul actually returned the wallet! oh well, guessed that's what people call, you ren you hao bao~! hahaha. and may god bless that fellow. =)

26 october 2006

26th October 2006.. nothing much.. just that some things happened to be too much of a coincidence again.. anyway, i almost die during the first three days at work.. dying of boredom!! totally nothing for me to do except reading of some files which are either too chimilolegy for me to understand due to all the abbreviations they used in their reports OR once i start to focus on reading, my eyes will shut off after like.. ten seconds? hello, im seriously deprived of my sleepness lor.. where got energy to go and read those stuffs which i will never understand when there is no one to explain to me? everyone is so busy with their own stuffs to be bothered about me.. and i was sitting there like an idiot, with nothing to do, no computer to use, and no one to talk to. except for an occasional sms from my baby and lots of rubbish being scribbled onto the papers i got.. hahaha. oh, and today i finally got my temporary-perm pass done. at least it's gonna save me all the troubles of changing for visitor's pass everyday before and after work.. it's alright, it's alright, lets hope tml that woman will be back to teach me more stuffs and let my time pass easier.. =) well, lights off~!

Selamat Hari Raya~!

haha. yeah, yesterday was my first day at SAF and i'd gotten my 11B as well.. hahaha. learnt something from Bohteck. that is..
SAF
=
Silly And Foolish
+
Slow And Frimsy
+
Serve And F***off
+
Sucky And F***up
hahaha. anyway, the first day was a total waste of my time! went to Gombak camp instead of Changi.. and for more than half the day, i'd been waiting and waiting and waiting for time to pass and to go home! after the person briefed me a lil on what im supposed to do, she asked me to wait for awhile and then went disappear~! hahaha. and guess wat? i SLEPT in the office from 1230 to 1400hr!! hahahaha. amazing right? yeah, the person told me that if im tired i can sleep for awhile! haha. and from 1400 to 1700hr, i'd been sitting at the desk scribbling rubbish onto the papers i had with me.. before i went home, i met up with the Branch Head and had a lil talk with him.. from what he said, i supposed i might get a chance to do some programming stuffs other then my normal admin stuffs~! hahaha! to be honest, im quite excited bout that cos at least what i'd studied might come in handy. =)

my 11B! haha. the face is round and weird!

hmmm.. since last thursday, i'd been doing quite alot of shoppings.. haha! retail therapy is indeed the best remedy to Women's Bad Mood~! hahaha. went shopping on friday at bugis with my baby and our ah dahs..

=bobby:susan:sufen:tiong=

went orchard on saturday and bought a pair of black pants and a blouse at Osmose~! yeah, i love their pants cos it fits me just nice~! (except for the length of cos..) haha. then had my virgin meal at Fish & Co with ah bird..

trying hard to get the background in the photos..
went to beach road on sunday to get birdy's stuffs.. and then had dinner at causeway point Crystal Jade in advanced celebration for mama's birthday~!

my parents!
then went to vanessa's party at sengkang.. haha. was kinda paise when we reached at around 2030hr cos she had already cut the cake etc.. anyway, hope she likes our present.. and now it's showing 2351hr on my laptop.. another 9minutes to her actual birthday~! hope u enjoy urself with ur dearest ah hao!! Happy 21st Birthday~!!

A fruitful shopping spree in City Square~!!

hahaha. just today alone, i wasted S$100 = RM231!! wow~! when was the last time i ever did such thing? went with the motive to shop and shop and shop.. and nothing else! hahaha. ages back..

met up with that skinny bitch at 1400hr, dilly dally a lil, and we shopped intensively for two hours in Padini alone! hahaha. it had been a long time since i last went shopping with her too. stepped out of the store with a wide smile as all our efforts of taking off and putting on our clothes one after another, again and again, went into the large shopping bags we were holding on. hahaha! that bitch bought three tops while i got four - two for work and two casual tops! and of cos i didnt forget ah bird while i was busy shopping! hahaha. saw that polo and immediately i fell in love but i hesitated for awhile. still, it went home with me at the end of the day~! haha. together with a packet of Marlboro Lights, of cos. and a burning sensation in my pocket as well.. haha. it's a pity that the fat bitch isnt around.. i miss her laughters~! =)

anyway, we went to the Coffee Bean after walking rounds and rounds in Padini. haha. bought a cup of drinks each and we sat down to chit chat talk bout life. yeah, life that doesnt just revolve around our daily stuffs anymore but things we gonna do in future? hahaha. actually i cant remember what were we discussing when a familar face came by after awhile. zh. what a coincidence. he came back after a job interview from Singapore and was waiting for his cousin. haha. was talking from Singapore to Malaysia to Melbourne to Las Vegas to Japan to Hong Kong to China and lastly, Philippines!!! hahahahaha. well, enough of my wonderful day.

Monday night, she made me felt like a lousy girlfriend.
Wednesday night, she left me speechless.
"do u ever know that, ur actions are always sweeter than ur words.." hahaha.
i realised how insensitive i can be at times.. *slapped*
sometimes i really overlook the fact that i should use a more euphemistic way to voice out my thoughts. that i should be more tactful with my words. and not to say whatever that comes to my mind instantaneously.

BUT..

is it really that hard to show her my truest self with the cold hard truth?

i know it's not easy to accept.

BUT..

why did she always choose to believe the distorted facts?

WHEN..

she had gotten my point..

WHEN..

she knew what i was trying to put across.

i NEVER meant she was just a crush.

i NEVER thought she was an emo nuisance.

i NEVER thought she was a pathetic desperado.

however she still chose to think the otherwise despite knowing everything.

ArgH!

2239

today is wednesday.. so it means it's a 4D day. pray hard that 2239 will come in first prize~! whahahahahahahahaha. then i will have car to drive for the next few months. lol. dad might even consider buying me my dream car!! lol!! but i know, it's all just a dream~! hahahahaha. yeah, but still i will pray. =X

he'll be getting rid of the poor old sunny this coming friday.. and i'd been driving it since monday.. in another words, i've two more days to enjoy the conveniece of having a car. hahaha. the car really cannot make it le. aircon spoilt, sometimes it's more like a heater. window cant wind down.. and most importantly, it's quite old le. hahaha. but still, i loves driving it. haha. cos im already so used to the clutch and everything and not forgetting my beloved dad actually spent a lil bomb to repair the car when i first got my license more than a year back.. =) that's how much he dotes on me~! hahahaha. yeah yeah, i know im blessed, in almost every aspect.. and im not asking for more cos im really satisfied. =)


hope for the best, plan for the worse..

another week passed by just like this.. basically i cant really remember what i'd been doing for the whole of last week.. guessed it's just another week of slacking plus a few outings lah.. and for the whole week Jayen had been a very good boy, but still showing occasional tantrums lah. hahaha. it had also been a week of good bonding with the lil boy. =) he's really learning to speak alot le.. or maybe all along i'd missed out what he'd learnt throughout his times in school.. haha. anyway he can be a real darling when he's behaving himself but a real pest too when he's not! hahaha. very extreme. still, he's lovable~!! and darn cute!!

on saturday, dage and i brought him to causeway point and watched movie! hahaha. the very first time i went to movie with just dage alone! too bad there wasnt any kiddy show on screen and thus we decided to watch Silk. haha. and jayen sat in the theatre to eat popcorns only. haha. not a nice show i would say. after that, brought jayen to kiddy palace to buy some toys and sweets for him.. hahaha. he's such a good brother~! cos when he want to buy something, he will get another item and then say, "this one for didi." and if he get himself two different kind of sweets, he will also choose two for his lil brother! how sweeeeet??

sunday, met up with rick, teng, hian and jj who brought along lil javier and i brought along my ah fat to Vivo City~! seriously i dunno how big the place is cos i couldnt really see the whole center. but i know it's damn crowded! and the saddest part is, we only visited a few places namely, Carls JR for our lunch.. the outdoor kids playground to entertain the two lil boys.. Toys R Us for the boys.. the outdoor place on the third level.. and!! Food Republic for our dinner. hahahahahaha. so basically the whole day, we only brought the boys out to play. hahaha. nevertheless, it was fun and of cos tiring as the boys are so hyper! and we agreed that we can only bring them out once in a few months time. lol.

Javier Pung a.k.a Yang Yang.

Jayen Aw a.k.a ah fat. he thought he's smoking.

the unfriendly Jayen refused to take a shot with the friendly Javier.

that was the best i can take.. whenever Javier move nearer to Jayen, he will move further. hahaha!

ah fat with the very entertaining hian gor-gor.. that's why i love to bring hian out~! hahaha. they love each other deeply.

guess they are enjoying as much as the boys..

hahahahahahaha.

he's so cute!!

the fatherly Punk.

the motherly Me. lol.

"im damn bored!!"

finally they held hands.. but it's going home time~!

haha. look at Jayen!

conclusion? two cute lil boys acting cute = NOT cute!

the one.

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's my girl.'”

guessed i'd already found it. =)

Jayen was playing with a ballon in the living room.. seeing him enjoying himself so much, i decided to entertain him a little. hahaha. so i helped to hit the ballon in his direction when it flew over to my side on the sofa.. haha. after a while, he hold on to the ballon, all prepared to throw it to my side and he yelled, "are u READY?!" whahahahahahahahaha! i burst out laughing. so funny lah! he'd really learn to speak quite alot.. =) and he can sing too. hahahaha. with some broken + singlish of cos~! haha.

GuGu: "come Jayen, lets take a photo~! smile~!!"


=TAKE ONE=
GuGu: "wah!! so ugly! one more time.. smile properly!"
Jayen: *chuckles*

Jayen (pointing to his face): "like this can??"

=TAKE TWO=
GuGu: "okok. one more one more.. smile~!"

=TAKE THREE=
conclusion? he can do lots of funny expressions with his lil cutie face, but still, take two was his most NATURAL smile~!! really!! trust me!! hahahaha! and yes!! he really did ask me, "like this can?!"