H.er S.ecrets unF.old: one month with saf

it's been a long long time since i last sat down and really blog. firstly, today (23 Nov) is my first month anniversary in SAF and work is still fine~! yeah. fine as in, i haven get my own account and for the passed few weeks i'd been pathetically roaming around the office like a pest stealing ppl's pc to use when there's work i need to do. haha. fine as in, the distance to and fro work, thou long, has yet to scare me off. hahaha. i admit i do dread waking up so damn early in the morning when the sun hasnt even rise and squeezing with so many people in the train.. but the reason behind all these is because i simply hate working!! =X

i did something kinda silly today.. haha. i went to this place and "peeped" at this person. someone who is still kinda important to me. anyway, everything didnt go as smoothly as i thot it will be.. well, everything is over, so lets forget it~! at least i fulfil part of my bdae wish.. haha! im a greedy person~! initailly, i've only got one wish.. den it became two cos my bestest fren cant be there for my party. but now, i've got three! cos my boyfriend has to book in to camp on the night of my party!! and there goes my countdown ktv session with him and the animals!!!

when he first told me, i thot that was just part of his plan to make me sian and surprise me later on. but today he finally convinced me that, it's no lie. im super sad. i know 21st bdae is no big deal~! but why issit it has to be this week? he'd been there with me for my fren's bdae for the past two weekends consecutively and when it comes to mine? he get to book out one day later than usual and one night earlier. darn. our timing is always so wrong. can you enlighten me pls? argh!!!

alrite. im not gonna continue being an annoying pessimist~! on the bright side, at least he still can be around in the evening when the party is on. it's far more betta than totally not able to come like jj. haha. =)