Amazing.. and true!

If life were like a Bejeweled

If only life is like just a fucking stupid game of bejeweled, seriously, then you would learn to note that, you cant rely everything on calculation, yes of course you can do that, that is you have the whole fucking bar full or at least safe to do the calculation.

When it is facing the knowledge that you do not have time to calculate anymore, you know that you have to make any quickest way to survive, in order to have time to calculate.

Everybody wanna hit the highest score while playing, every man wants to be the best of every other. As time pass, as you aged, as you start to get use to how life is suppose to be, you realize that life is just about repeating it over and over again. The only thing is, the further you are in are, you will die someway, just that, will you leave a name behind ? How many times did you manage to survive on your own? And how many times you panic for help ? Did all the help people gave eventually lead to your survival ? And did you regret on the choices you made ?

I wish to lay my life like playing bejeweled, knowing that, as long as you do not stop, you will survive, and you might even outrun whoever that is ahead of you, as long as you do not stop.

Life is like a fucking game of Bejeweled, you can only choose the “action” option, there isn’t a choice of Classic, or Timeless, unless ya Edward Cullen or sort, and advise given is always there to open your eyes. A journey of life is made up of all the different path you took, just that you need the confidence to believe in your gut sense. And when you make a choice you regret, live by it, and try to make the best out of it, and not dwell on what would have happen if you make the other.

But you only got one shot in this “bejeweled”, but as long as you don’t give up and not trying to advance further than you can handle, you will survive, maybe just surviving at the same level, but you are building your scores. Fuck those who are 10 20 levels ahead of you, you do not have the capability to be there. Even if they are fucking 40 levels ahead of you, they might be smarter, but they will die somehow, and still might not have the highest score. Its not wrong to say, “slow and steady win the race”

Do you know which level you belong to ? Are you playing at your level ? Are you ready to move on to the next level ? Do you really believe that having your ass stuck in this level you are going to satisfy with the results ? Did you make a lot of regrets in your game ?

*Inspiration from breaking my high score about 30 minutes ago. And I do not know why whenever I played it, I sync it with my life. Full of wrong moves, but still every move, even the wrong one, plays a part in my life-score, and when I felt so lost, the Help is there to show another path to continue being in the game. And I know, I will reach game over somewhere. But I hate it when I can’t played my life with just my gut feeling, every move I made, will affect the all of the jewels in my life.*

Extracted from somebody's blog.

The Beauty of my Bed...

It cures all pain that my back is giving me!

Last Saturday it was all fine until we came back from dinner. As I was preparing to meet my colleagues for drinking session, I felt my back aches. Nevertheless, I went ahead to meet them, as u can see, this is very rare. Little did I expect this pain would have lasted till now.

Actually planned to take leave on Monday so that I would have Sunday and Monday to go on date with Birdy, as we have not been doing so for quite some time. Apparently fate just doesn't want to fulfil us. And instead, Birdy had to bring me to the sinseh on Sunday and then to the doctor on Monday to get a 2-days MC.

Luckily I still managed to drag myself out to watch Final Destination 3D with Birdy on Monday and organized a super impromptu BBQ for Siting's farewell on Tuesday. Haha. The worst gotta be today! I had to sit in the office whole day for my back to suffer.

As I was looking back at my past entries to see how long this pain will last, I saw this:

"im really getting old. my waist hurt for no reason. i cant walk straight, but i got to sit up straight. i cant bend my body and it ache whenever i sneeze or laugh. i've problems getting up and down the bed too! god. how the hell did this happen?! i went to the sinseh and a western doctor to get my two days MC! shiok. but it was painful! thou im recovering, the pain is still there. now i need 30 seconds to pull my body straight after i've sat down for some time. and i cant sit for too long either. damn. lets see how im gonna suffer tml. god bless me!"

I cant believe it! The exact same scenario more than 2 years back and then, it took bout 2 weeks to recover. Was even sent to the hospital in an ambulance, which was far too exaggerating. Haha.. Well! I better sleep soon, else im gonna suffer again tomorrow!