A fruitful shopping spree in City Square~!!

hahaha. just today alone, i wasted S$100 = RM231!! wow~! when was the last time i ever did such thing? went with the motive to shop and shop and shop.. and nothing else! hahaha. ages back..

met up with that skinny bitch at 1400hr, dilly dally a lil, and we shopped intensively for two hours in Padini alone! hahaha. it had been a long time since i last went shopping with her too. stepped out of the store with a wide smile as all our efforts of taking off and putting on our clothes one after another, again and again, went into the large shopping bags we were holding on. hahaha! that bitch bought three tops while i got four - two for work and two casual tops! and of cos i didnt forget ah bird while i was busy shopping! hahaha. saw that polo and immediately i fell in love but i hesitated for awhile. still, it went home with me at the end of the day~! haha. together with a packet of Marlboro Lights, of cos. and a burning sensation in my pocket as well.. haha. it's a pity that the fat bitch isnt around.. i miss her laughters~! =)

anyway, we went to the Coffee Bean after walking rounds and rounds in Padini. haha. bought a cup of drinks each and we sat down to chit chat talk bout life. yeah, life that doesnt just revolve around our daily stuffs anymore but things we gonna do in future? hahaha. actually i cant remember what were we discussing when a familar face came by after awhile. zh. what a coincidence. he came back after a job interview from Singapore and was waiting for his cousin. haha. was talking from Singapore to Malaysia to Melbourne to Las Vegas to Japan to Hong Kong to China and lastly, Philippines!!! hahahahaha. well, enough of my wonderful day.

Monday night, she made me felt like a lousy girlfriend.
Wednesday night, she left me speechless.
"do u ever know that, ur actions are always sweeter than ur words.." hahaha.
i realised how insensitive i can be at times.. *slapped*
sometimes i really overlook the fact that i should use a more euphemistic way to voice out my thoughts. that i should be more tactful with my words. and not to say whatever that comes to my mind instantaneously.

BUT..

is it really that hard to show her my truest self with the cold hard truth?

i know it's not easy to accept.

BUT..

why did she always choose to believe the distorted facts?

WHEN..

she had gotten my point..

WHEN..

she knew what i was trying to put across.

i NEVER meant she was just a crush.

i NEVER thought she was an emo nuisance.

i NEVER thought she was a pathetic desperado.

however she still chose to think the otherwise despite knowing everything.

ArgH!