H.er S.ecrets unF.old: Baby's Fam-trip

wow~! didnt realise my previous post was so emo. Anyway, there wasnt a need for the apologies. i guessed everything takes two hands to clap, right? yeah. And i didnt expect u to read that so fast. haha. Wanted so much to delete that post away half an hour after it has been posted. But decided to leave it there anyway. haha. Alright, enough said of what's in the past. =)

Baby, pls stop feeling down because of that Fam-trip. i've said what i wanted to, stop thinking of what others said like.. "Why u so stupid?", "U pig ar?", "Why dont go???!!!", "Wah, so wasted.."
Look beneath what's on the surface and think from another point of view. If u were to announce to everyone that u're going for that trip alone, im pretty sure u'll receive replies like.. "HUH?! u going alone ar?", "u not scare meh?", "u sure u can cope?", "Wah, very dangerous leh.."
These are all very normal human reactions. On top of all this, i guessed u urself wasnt sure whether u can manage or not that's why u consulted other's opinion. If u're sure that u can and u want to go on the trip, supposed u would have agreed to it almost immediately.
And since whatever done cannot be undone, why dont u just go back and tell fang that u're really interested to have this kind of exposure, and by chance if she got other opportunities like this, do recommend u for it. Some things are to be achieved by oneself, so go ahead and tell her that! And at the same time, do let people around u, i.e. Mr Bok, knows bout that. Most importantly, first, prove to them that u can be independent too so that they dont have to worry bout u. =)

Lastly, instead of harping on that issue, perhaps u can try keeping ur mind occupied with what i'd proposed to u so that our hope of going back to that place will be fulfilled soon enough? heh. im really quite enthu bout it and it's something that has caused me to suffer from insomnia for nights in the past weeks. i hope u can really give it a thot so that both of us (or rather four of us - bisan and birdog) will be looking forward to the same thing and working towards it together!

And last week, the sickly Bird has gotten himself a deep cut whilst chopping trees in the jungle which required two stitches. He was then down with high fever over the weekends but luckily there wasnt any infections on his wound.