Love...

all of a sudden, i've tonnes of thots flashing in my mind randomly.. so many so many.. everything somehow linked to the four magical letters which formed a word and that is call LOVE. a simple word with great meaning.

alot of life examples around me proves to me how LOVE can changed someone totally. how love can make one give up her own life, to live for the guy, and to forgo her youth. how love can make her give up her most precious thing, fell tremendously and climb back bravely. how love can make him give up his pride to try and get her back. how love can make him forget on how to take care of himself when all he does is for the other party. and lastly, how love can be so self-destructive.

haiz. i dunno... its saddening when this kind of things are happening to my dearest. friends thot i was blessed with good relationship. yeah, maybe i really am. i might not have been into many relationships, but there is one thing in common among all three of them. all three guys, thou normal with no special talent neither are they super outstanding, they are the ones who really dotes on me and truly loves me. looking back and looking at things now, i guessed i can say that they actually love me more than i love them. and perhaps that explains why i am always so confident in my relationships. im thankful. =)

girl, i hope u will stop running away from reality. face up to it and ask urself what u really want. i really dont wish to see u sinking deeper into a relationship which u urself cant even forsee the future. is he really worth all ur sacrifice? pls, stop saying I DONT KNOW!!! u can deceive anyone but not urself.



control ≠ care
intimidation ≠ love
abuse ≠ love
love = respect

some people think that violence will eventually stop. but it may never. violence usually gets worse and occurs more frequently over time. (haha. gotten all this from an article.)

and boy, thou u wont get to read this, i hope u'll pick urself up real soon. i really wish to see the enthusiast self of urs and not the current one with the totally-cant-be-bothered attitude towards everything. it hurts to see u in this state and yet there's nothing i can do. maybe u were right about finding back ur own self and i really pray that the long lost 10% could be found too.

oh well, am gonna stop here. but before i end, let me wish everyone a Happy Valentines~!!

aWwwwWw.. where is my bird? =(