first - sincerely wish to help them, esp yantee, until they find a replacement for me.
second - the more i work, the more i feel like leaving.. cos im really tired and would like to take a good rest before i start my new job. hahaha.
why do i always have to spare a thot for others and make things difficult for myself? i've got no answer. YeaH. working life truly sucks. i really miss the fun we'd got in secondary school and the freedom we enjoyed in poly.. haha. im always nice to the ppl im working with.. not to let them like me or what but just to maintain a good working environment with nice colleagues.. but seems like some are kinda taking advantages of me for being soft. haha. hmmm.. but ok lah. cos at the end of the day we'll still be talking and joking around. this leads to me believing that, actually everyone is very nice, it's just that some of them have very bad temper. haha. is that really the way or am i just being too naive? or am i just trying to deceive myself by making the world seems so beautiful? haha. *shrugs*
jj was enlisted yestd. too bad im going for the camp orientation tml if not i'll send him there. hahah. the day before, hian and i met up with him and went for supper at 888! we had chilli crabs! yummy yum! was kinda pathetic cos the rest of the animals were either too far away or busy. anyway, thou his childhood ambition was thrashed as he was being relocated to the Civil Defense instead of the Police Academy, he's satisfied enough that he doesnt have to stay in after his POP. hahahahaha!
some thots gushed in when i was at city hall.. why is it sometimes u get to see this particular person u dunno, for a few times on different occasions.. while some ppl u're hoping to see, u never get to.. hahah. i just dun get it. haha. is fate playing a fool on us?
when a seemingly perfect relationship come to an end, everyone around will be surprise. one of the party (or maybe both?) will be utterly heart broken, while the other one might just move on with life immediately.. haha. sounds very familiar? haha.
what will i do if im the one being hurt?
move on with my life.
yeah, easier said than done.
but i remember he once told me..
what is there to feel nostalgic about when everything had become history?
those "dear, i miss u!"
"i love u, darling!"
"good nite, laogong!"
has all become "dear, i missED u!"
"i lovED u, darling!"
"good nitED, laogong!"
hahaa.
it might not be easy in the beginning.. but i always believe that time is the best medicine to heal all wounds. haha. sooner or later u'll realise that u'd gotten over everything.. and what's left behind is only memories.. sweet and bitter memories. those who thot that they had yet to get over their ex might not even realise what they're holding onto is only the beautiful memories instead of the person..
yeah. so instead of holding onto something which doesnt belong to u anymore, why not just face up to reality and move on with ur life too?
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